Re:Need advice cloud: Thanks for the good advice. I'm still so torn.
And everything tells me that I need to focus on moving forward and out of the relationship because she has done nothing over the past month except drop out of counseling and drop out of my life.
Whatever things that she has done that seem positive--are so minimal--that they almost borderline on me placing too much emphasis on them just so they stand out.
With the signed decree in hand, I'll know the answer.
I just hurt. I hurt that she's hurting. I hurt that she may not be hurting that much. I hurt about the past, the present, the future. Just a lot hurt. I hurt and I'm tired of hurting.
Cloud
