Anniversary coming up, and I am so tempted to call her. masterlow: She sais she doesn't want to talk now. She sais it is still too weird for her. Damnit, I think it's still weird because she still has feelings for me.
I want to call her and ask her to give me another chance. I just want one date. One simple night to try and show her that I am the one for her.
But I know she will say no. I just don't understand. I just don't see why we can't give it one more try. I'm willing to take it slow.
Why don't I get a second chance??? :(
Am I crazy to think she will be willing to see me on what would have been our 3 year anniversary?
Re: Anniversary coming up, and I am so tempted to call her. drtbone5: It's not crazy at all for you to want it to work. The only problem is that she isn't at that place right now. Unfortunately it's an issue you cannot force. As hard as it is to do, I know, you have to give her some space right now. She has to want to come back. With my story, just when I was finally able to give her a little space(it was hard as hell), she started contacting me and wanting to spend a little time with me. Just remember that you are as important as she is right now. Take care of yourself.
Re: Anniversary coming up, and I am so tempted to call her. masterlow: It is just so hard to feel powerless. Something in my brain starts to trick me and tell me that my words might have an effect. But they won't...I know this. G-D I hope I don't call her.
