Shades of a teenage girl tirisfal: Silent.
I stare as my life goes on around me
We need to talk, I say
But the words I need
are swallowed by the emotions
I can’t express
Don’t think I remember
the last time I was this unsure
I was sure. I knew.
My feelings, they cloud my head.
I want to sleep until,
I don’t know,
wake me when I’m dead.
I’m wary of my feelings
They’ve led me wrong before
How can you say those words to me?
You know you’ll leave.
If I’m scared now,
where will I be then?
I want to run
It would be to no avail
I can’t run from myself
I can’t live with myself
not alone.
I fear the things I feel
I feel the things I fear
Why can’t I figure this out?
Who decides?
Forever will I be tormented
with the thoughts in my head?
The tears falling
No-one’s there
I need you, please?
No-one’s there.
Not a soul.
to listen, to hold
to wet with my rain.
I’ve lost myself
in the ocean of lies,
and this overwhelming fear.
I’m falling.
Please, someone
Reach out and catch me
I’m real, I hurt, I feel.
most of all, I fear
I’ve seen too many people
pass through my life.
Sometimes.
Sometimes I just want to scream
Stop! How can you leave me?!
Why can’t you love me?!
but…
I love you
Can’t that matter?
Please? Just this once?
I promise, I won’t ask for more.
Just one more day?
Ten more minutes?
Please? I don’t want to be alone again.
I built these walls to protect me,
but it’s so cold in here
I forgot to let go
before I locked myself in
Please, go away
I can’t take this
I wont
I can’t hurt like this
Take a deep breath
walk away
It won’t do me any good if you stay
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