I must be strong...and carry on no more tears: Its been a year now....a long year. Her memory still sucker punches me in the nose out of no where every now and then but i guess if u have a heart and actually deeply love another person...when that person is gone your gonna hurt..bad. Guess thats why were all here. Because we have hearts and feelings and develop a strong connection to the 1 we love which we dont ever want to be away from. Its fukkkkn crazy.....being away from the person who was your world.......
I feel like givin up at times...but why....to reassure my X it was best for her to go in the direction she did. But listen to what i just said....to reassure my X....there has to come a point in all of our lives when it isnt about THAT OTHER PERSON anymore...its about ME and about YOU.
Yes i had a wonderful life with her....and her leaving was like a death in the family. But i and YOU just need to keep thinking...i know u dont want to hear it but...EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON....sorry ppl im just down 2nite.....but to everyone who may stumble across this post..BE STRONG AND CARRY ON....WE WILL MAKE IT....BY GOD
ALSO WHEN 1 DOOR CLOSES 1 MORE OPENS....THAT DOOR MIGHT NOT BE RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU...BUT U WILL FIND IT.....IM STILL LOOKING MYSELF BUT U MOST LIKELY WONT FIND IT BY LOOKING...U WILL JUST TURN A CORNER AND WALK RIGHT IN...IT WILL HAPPEN PPL.
Let me also say that i am a 27 year old ex college football player " macho man " who just typed what i typed. Jocks have feelings..who wouldve known...i would never reveal my feelings like this to my buddies or family...so thanks for bein here guys
Re: I must be strong...and carry on reneerei: That is so awesome no more tears but you are right God will see us through this messand there will be another door to be opened. I really don't want to get a divorce from my husband but he has been abusive and cheating and I have 2 beautiful girls to take care of . I know the Lord will be my strength and yours too. we are all here to help and encourage . sincerely renee
Re: I must be strong...and carry on mariher: Thanks for sharing that with us. It gives me hope. :)
