Re: I had over a week under my belt then blew it! Trish: Thanks for the uplift. I just hate it when I'm doing so good and then I trip myself up being so weak. Man 20 years and only being 36 is a huge part of my life to change. I don't think he's happy but I guess it doesn't matter anyhow. Nothing to go back to (and wouldn't even if I could). He hurt me way to much. I want him miserable but at the same time I don't. Sucks feeling two ways about someone.
