Broke no contact after 1 damn year....... no more tears: Yea u seen the topic and im sure ur shaking ur head .....but admit it...u have never had the urge to just see what your X is into ? I will admit alcohol may have triggered the contact but 4 real...1 year later....does it matter if you piss your X off by contacting them...no.....does it make you look like a loser who cant move on with their life..yes. BUTT......
In a wierd way..i dont know why... but this contact with the X was good 4 me....1 year later i contact the X....and .....she is a total bitch to me....what a shock. She was a bitch to me the last months of our relationship which i chose not to remember during the healing process......but now that i have contacted her..and listened to her hatefull mouth....i needed it. I needed to hear her sh!t......it made me realize life aint so bad away from her.
I just 4 some reason feel relieved in a way...i have tried to get over this for a year now...and thought i had finally reached the end of the tunnell...but lately she had been on my mind...i dont know why...she just entered it after a long absence....so i contacted her. And after the sh!tty conversation we had i must say...for some reason....i think ive made it...i honestly feel better.....so strange.
And no im not triggered by alcohol while i type this...but i am triggered by some kind of wierd feeling inside...kinda like butterflies......i just have a feeling its over...finally....not meaning our relationship..which has been over along time...but my pain of losing my other half....it does not bother me that she treated me like a dog when i contacted her....for the 1st time in my damn life..........i can actually say....i dont give a damn what she does or says......DAMN THIS FEELS GOOD
Just thought i would share ...i have been through hell ppl...just like you are going through....but life does go on and things change....i never thought i would make it...but im kinda thinkin i have...and if i havent....im damn close.....( btw we were together 7 years ).....1 year later im still kickin ...and finally realizing why were not together.....we just wasnt meant to be together...i could never say that before...but i can say it now
Re: Broke no contact after 1 damn year....... flyaway: Good for you NMT!! ;D That's a great realization! Keep up the good work.
flyaway
Re: Broke no contact after 1 damn year....... Feel: Nice to here from you! hope that you feel better now! :)
