Re: why smokin: well laughing is good. if i can ever return to my normal self again (hopefully sometime really really soon), i can make laughter on here go up 80%....lol......
first you need to find something goood about yourself, and capitalize on that, and keep reinforcing it. keep saying it over and over.
"i am a good mom" i am a good mom" then work from there..
"i like charmin" i like charmin" oh, shoot, i mean "i am charming" lol.....
Re: why freakshow: I can't stand this anymore! Driving me insane. It is a rainy day, the perfect day to cuddle up as a family, stay in and have fun. Now I am making the best of it with my daughter, trust me, but I can't help but notice something missing. How could he do this? What an a$$!
Having a really rough time getting through it but I am feeling it intensly, which I can only assume means that soon it will be over. I wish there was a way to just "purge" all these feelings out at once and rid myself of them forever. He's out dating someone new and I'm home with our baby. I can't help but cry about that...this is someone I love who couldn't be man enough to honor his wedding vows.
I just seriously can't accept it and I need to find a new way ot try and just do it already and move on.
FU@# HIM!
Re: why freakshow: I ask myself every morning, would I take him back?
SImply..I keep saying yes and it's bothering me!
I know he's confused and out dating and so on... seriously am I insane?
AFter the crap he pulled and put me through I should hate him and say no to this question everyday...yet I don't.
I can't talk to him about it anymore as he gets all swirly and starts with the "I dunno how to fix things" yet he refuses to see a counselor trained for couples. What else am I to do?
Why can't this hell stop?
Re: why icwtsmnl: [quote author=freakshow link=topic=36524.msg393644#msg393644 date=1162131492">
Why can't this hell stop?
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the question of the millenium we all want the answer to.
lots of hugs for you.
Re: why freakshow: Thanks! When someone finds the answer let me know.
On with another day...
Torture, pain, sadness, lack of esteem. All I want is the truth, which I know I will probably never get. He used me. Made it all look good.
Just sign your divorce papers already scumbag and lemme go.
I hate you! Hope you have a rotten day!
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