Re: why kimberly: He will feel pain in knowing he ruined everything with his selfishness. Maybe not tomorrow or even next year but he will.
Re: why freakshow: why is it that I always seem to be doing "the right thing" and I'm always the one that gets crapped on?
Why has he not even had a real conversation with me about his side of this without all the dribble he adds, which is basically toher people telling him what to do. Why did I marry such an immature jerk?
Now I point the finger at me.
Great, what I ened more blame to add to my faults.
Why oh why is it so unfair?
The man I loved is gone and has been replaced by some puppet for his mommy to play with. How sad!
Re: why freakshow: This morning I am missing him terribly. Really having a go of it. Wanted so badly to do something we used to do together during the night.
I can't bare the thought of that call I am expecting any moment now from my attorney telling me...the papers are signed you need to come in and go over the agreement with me. UGH I am wretching!
All I ever wanted was for us to be a family and have fun, live happily and here I am waiting for divorce papers with our 6 month old child! WHat did I ever do to deserve this?
Why don't I get my happily ever after?
Are you really just gone from my life like that?
I never thought this would happen and I can't believe it really is!
This is crap!
I need to start accepting it, in my own way, and just move on. I am trying but can't bare the thought of someone else "acting" as dad to our baby. I can't bare the thought of having someone else in my life.
I miss you!
Re: why smokin: your duck, im goose. haha..
i know mrs freakshow, that it suxs that some of us, dont get our happily ever after, with the ones we originally wanted. BUT you need to remember, that we will get through it somehow, no matter how long it takes (i guess)
oh, and they hardly ever appologize for anything, cause in their eyes, they cant see what they have done wrong is that bad.
start with saying something nice about yourself, or buying your self something, and lastly, keep posting your vents, and stuff, cause it will help......
try to have a decent day. get your mind on something else........ gtm
Re: why freakshow: Thanks for support/advice folks!
Hey goose...duck, duck, duck...GOOSE! hehehe sorry made me laugh.
I am trying my damndest, just find it helpful to log this daily as my thoughts can't stay inside anymore, my brain is ready to explode!
Thank you!
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