Dear Dad gdaisygirl: How could you do this to us? How could you do this to mom? I'm so heart broken over this dad and I don't know if you will ever understand the pain you have caused for us kids and your grandchildren. We won't see you as much anymore, you won't be at all the family gatherings with all of us again.
I feel devastated by this and you were someone that I looked up to. You meant more to me than my own birth father. You always frowned upon affairs and bad marriages and now you are on that side with all of the other cheaters out there. Were you only thinking of yourself? You had to be or you wouldn't have made the choice that you did.
Now you seem to be full of regrets already and you said to my sister your daughter that you don't know if this was all worth it now..? What the hell is that! No, it's not worth it. It's not worth you not being with your family, not seeing the grandkids as much and possibly being alone like mom in the long run. It just makes me cry to think of you two apart. You both were my rock. You both instilled so many values and morals in me that I carry to this day and you know what..even with the mistakes you have made I know that I will never hurt anyone in this way. I would rather be alone for the rest of my life than risk someones heart the way you did.
I do love you but I don't like the choices you have made.
Your daughter,
Gdaisy
Re: Dear Dad gdaisygirl: Thank you Music, It felt so good to write that on here. I just had to get that out.
See unlike my dad and lots (but not all) cheaters, I have a conscience and mine would rather spend a life of solitude before I would ever, and I mean ever committ adultry like my real father, stepfather (whom I thought would never be in that category). I couldn't do it and would never do it. I hold committment so high on a pedestal exactly where it should be.
Again, thank you for your kind words.
Gdaisy
Re: Dear Dad gdaisygirl: Awwww..now that is one of the sweetest things a person has said to me :)
Thank you so much for that :)
Gdaisygirl
Re: Dear Dad gdaisygirl: What is the situation with your son Music? (that is if you don't mind me asking). It hasn't been easy for me..I have been a single mom most of my children's life. I was only married three years this past April..my husband had an affair in October of last year so our marriage was pretty much over at that point.
Thank you again for the kind words.
Gdaisy
Re: Dear Dad icwtsmnl: you may be able to get out of your lease, maybe with a penalty, but that would be better than having to pay the whole thing for a year.
chances are the landlord or management company would rather rent it to someone/people who can pay the total rent, than have someone living in the apartment who can't pay.
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