I'm sorry for what I did.... I just wish I knew what it was.... allmusic76: Melissa,
I'm sorry for whatever it was I did that made you want to leave me.
I'm sorry for whatever it was that made you feel you needed to break all of your promises and commitments.
I'm sorry for whatever it was that made you hate me, and hostile towards me.
I just wish I knew what it was.
You never told me why you left.
You just stopped loving me, and it hurts so bad. It burns inside like fire throughout my body. I can feel it pushing towards my eyes. I wish there was something I could do to change the way things turned out.
I am sorry for the way things turned out.
I wish I knew what it was I had done to you. I really do.
It must have been me, if you felt the need to run in the way you did.
It must have been me, if you would break promises to a 6 year old boy.
It must have been me if you completely excommunicate me from your life, and you try to push me away completely.
Whatever could I have done to make you feel this way?
Whatever it was, I am so sorry. I wish I knew what it was, so that I could make amends for it.
I would sail the seven seas to find a way to have another chance.... but even just to know how I failed you would stay my heart a bit.
If hurting like this is the pennance I must pay for what I have done, then I will gladly pay, but please just indulge me... let me know what sin I committed or way I may have wronged you?
I remember our lemonade.... and Rockport.... and the times we shared that were good. I remember Maine with my son... and the last night at the Regency when they left and you were there for me.
I remember crying on your shoulder the night before he left, and I had never felt safer or more secure.
What changed? What happened to make you want to flee me in such a way? Please tell me. That's all I ask.
Ed
Re: I'm sorry for what I did.... I just wish I knew what it was.... grendalkhan: I hope you find your closure.
Re: I'm sorry for what I did.... I just wish I knew what it was.... allmusic76: thanks man... me too.
