Feeling really down brielle123: I haven't been doing very well lately....in fact I have been feeling really $hitty. I am so emotional I am starting to feel kind of psycho. It doesn't take much to make me start crying either. Something can upset me that has nothing to do with my impending divorce, and I start bawling.
I have been really sad, it has been a little over two months since my stbxh left the house....and a little over three months since we started having issues. I feel like I am back at square one. I feel like all the progress that have made has just been wasted.
I just want some normalcy dammit. This new life that I have is so weird to me. I don't like being on my own.....I have tried so hard to fit or mold myself into this new life, and it is just not working.
I don't really feel lonely anymore.....I just feel alone :'( :'(
Re: Feeling really down Bluewolf030: Do you have some friends you can go hang out with? Sometimes it helps just to get out and do something else, try to break from what is becoming routine.
Re: Feeling really down Crystal_Blue_024: Hey hun... I'm sorry you're feeling so crappy lately... The ups and downs of this hellish roller coaster are awful!!!!! Just know you are making progress!! Even though you don't really feel it, each day is another day of progress! Give yourself credit for that! It's only been 2 months so you're still fresh in the pain, and that's okay... It's totally okay to feel what you are feeling right now... Just hang in there... I know that doesn't help much (actually it doesn't help at all), and know that as time goes on you get closer and closer to the light at the end of the tunnel... ((( HUGS )))
Re: Feeling really down smokin: as crystal says, it does get better, and you have changed some. i think it just gets more bearable in time...........
so, ill tell ya, im alone too......
Re: Feeling really down big_daddy: Brielle...one day at a time babe. This may be a string of bad ones, it'll make the long run of great ones coming up seem even better.
You have come a long way, but there is still road to be traveled. This could be the steep incline before the final turn...you just never know. That light could be right around the corner.
But just know that, as little consilation as it is sometimes, you are never alone...you have all of us here at OJAR. And even after OJAR Brielle...I'll always be here for you. You're like my best friend in the world these days...I'll carry you to that damn light if I have to. I want to see you get that happiness you so deserve.
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