as if i'm the only one icwtsmnl: hurting really badly right now. bordering miserable. miss him.
Re: as if i'm the only one MEP2006: Me too. I almost called his this evening to say, "Come sleep next to me so I won't be alone". And then I thought better of it, because he will only reject me to tell me that he's busy with her tonight, and I need to just let go. I hate that smug condescending b.s. even more than I hate sitting here alone.
Re: as if i'm the only one surprised: i almost called him to see if he wanted to see a movie, you, 'as friends.' maybe he would have said yes, but what difference would it really make.
Re: as if i'm the only one icwtsmnl: yes, yes, and yes. i agree with all of you. :(
Re: as if i'm the only one icwtsmnl: omg, please get out of my heart. please please please. i'm freaking begging. i'm already sad enough, i'm already empty, i'm already lonely without you. please let this stop so i can get on with my life. this sadness, this missing, affects everything in my life. all i want is to move forward, move on. i need this, i deserve it. don't i?
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