Re: as if i'm the only one baffled!: He'll get out of there soon enough... I don't have much else to offer - you've probably heard enough advice.
It's awful - but you'll get through it... just keep working it out...
Re: as if i'm the only one katelyn: :'(
Sorry honey.
Re: as if i'm the only one MEP2006: Me too!! Get out, get out, get out!! I hate that he just gets to move on, be happy, and that he chalks all his depression and sadness and mental health struggles up to ME and our relationship! Oh phew, he's so frigging relieved now. Phew! Found a new woman who doesn't act crazy; loves everything again, suddenly. It was all my fault. I made him miserable...
AS IF.
If I made you so miserable, why'd you keep coming back? Why'd you laugh so much, and dream so big, and ply me with all those promises of "home" and "forever"? Why!?!?!
And now I feel like this is the state of things forever. That I'm going to be stuck in this miserable, despicable prison forever. Knowing he's having a great time with his Barbie, and I'm struggling to keep from going under...
THIS NOT FAIR!!! I hate what I've become!!
Re: as if i'm the only one icwtsmnl: it is not "forever" that you will be stuck miserable, MEP. its just for now. eventually, we will move on. I promise you that.
as for the why's, we'll never have the answers that we are looking for. people say that you just have to let the why's go. i don't know how to let ANYTHING go yet, but i'm guessing that's where time comes into play.
hang in there with me.
