When it rains it pours lonewolf: I've had a damn tough week. Whatever it is, my brain seems to want to remember all the good times we've shared.
I got sent home from my job today. Can you beleive that? I'm the boss of the damn place! Yet i get sent home to take some 'stress leave' from a staff member below my rank.
Have you hurt me that bad that it shows?
To add the cherry to your happy cake, my grandmother died today. I'm a mess, currently my companion is a bottle of Jim beam.
Do you remeber my gran? You wanted to meet her before she passed away, remember?
Well its too damn late now. She's gone. At least her pain is over and she's with the one she's missed all these years. That's mpre than what i can say about us. She's happy and pain free up there with the Lord. At least there's some hapiness for me knowing she's there.
As for me? I've been numbed by this whole situation. It definetly pours when it rains. i'm looking forward to my job terminating me de to my behaivour 'under my stressful time'. Is that how much you've ruined me?
It's all my damn fault anyway. Cheers, Ojar. I'm way too damn drunk and hurting for this madness.
Re: When it rains it pours tirisfal: It does pour when it rains. And I am not the only expert on this. Many, many people here have experienced it and been able to get through it, stronger and more vibrant in the end.
So, you can too!
I am so sorry to hear about your Gram. I lost mine some time ago and when I get really down I think really hard about what she would say to me if she saw me. Most times I know she'd kick my a$$.
Everyone needs time to heal. It isn't surprising people saw your hurt. Hiding your emotions takes a lot of work and when there are this many it is almost impossible. It's time to take care of yourself. An ojarian told me to take care of myself like I had an illness, the flu, whatever. You wouldn't neglect yourself then, so don't now.
Hang in there.
Re: When it rains it pours allmusic76: Lonewolf,
buddy. I actually had that happen at work too. They sent me home the week it happened, because I was a mess.
I'm really sorry to hear about your grandmother. My condolenses go out to you and the rest of your family.
Turn on the football game at 8 ish. Sip on a drink of your choice, and scream at which ever team is sucking the most. I swear it will make you feel better.
I went out this weekend and pretty much did nothing but drink with friends. I'm 30 years old for christ's sake, but I havent felt this young and energetic in years. I was playing drinking games I haven't played since I was in college. Sometimes, you just have to say "f-ck it.... i'm going to have a good time."
I wish there wsa something I could do to take away your pain. I really do.
Ed
Re: When it rains it pours broken_halo: Sorry to hear about your grandmother passing away... My prayers are with you.. When I was in church you popped into my head, as a couple of other friends that are going through tough times as well. I can only be an ear, as you guys to me. You can also count me as a friend... a "spirit friend".
