Totally Clueless
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Totally Clueless startingover: You say you have a disability and that you understand what I'm going through and everyone used to make fun of you growing up because of it.  What a flipping joke.  Since when is a missing vertebra a disabilty?  Your words, no one knew about it until you were 14.  Uh, huh, so which one is the lie then?  Either you were born with a hole in your spine and you had surgery when you were born or the drs didn't know about it until you were a teenager, it doesn't work both ways.

I have scoliosis, and so does one of my boys, and my hips are permanently out of allignment, think we can milk it for all its worth?  Nope, neither one of us do.   ::)

You have no clue as to what a true disability is.  You don't know or understand the fight and constant struggle that is involved so quit saying you do.  You don't know the fight it takes to get proper medical care or the endless hours of drs appts, social workers, interviews, school appts, . . .

You haven't faught drs because something is wrong and you know it, but they don't listen.  You haven't held a child because they are frustrated and scared because they know what they want to be doing, but don't have the capabilities of accomplishing it. 

You haven't sat in a surgery recovery room not knowing if your child is going to make it through after the dr told you what the risks of surgery were.  You haven't sat at a child's bedside wondering if they are going to make it through the night while on a morphine drip.

You don't constantly wonder if this virus is going to be the one that changes everything.  You are totally clueless.

Now I'm sick and am having so many tests run it isn't even funny.  Last night I had a dream I died and it scared the crap out of me.  If I do have cancer I don't have the strength in me to fight it because I have given everything I have had to give to my kids and family.  I'm tired and don't have the fight in me.

You truely are the most selfish and ignorant person I have had the misfortune to ever run across in my life.  Oh wait, I take that back, you rank right up there with my brother as you both think the world owes you everything and you just take for the pleasure of taking from others.

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