Re: Dear M
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Re: Dear M fly: At times I want to run for the hills, but I can't.  I mean, I have tried about 10 times.  For real.  In the first 2 months of knowing him, I literally tried to boot him out of my life about 2-3 times.  Finally, one night he said.

Do you want me gone?  Do you want me out?

And I just looked at him and said.. No.... and he said, well, then stop kicking me out  :o and I did  :P



Re: Dear M superwife: [quote author=flipflopnomore link=topic=38021.msg432290#msg432290 date=1167839167">
I haven't heard the ILY yet as its only been a few weeks but maybe someday it will come from him or someone else and I won't run for the hills.
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I'm sure it's coming!!  I still remember it so well.  After he said it, he said "I'm sorry, I just couldn't hold it in any longer".  It was half scary, half awesome.


Re: Dear M fly: Dear M

Today I don't feel like I am good enough for you.  I feel like I am not pretty enough, good enough or anything.  God, I hate my insercuities.  I am starting to be more honest about them when they come up, but it is still hard.

Anyway, I don't know.. Maybe I should run away from you.  I think right now emotionally that is what we are both doing.

Why did we have to say the L word.  I feel like I can't handle it right now

Chrissy

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