Question surprised: Okay, anyone who's kept up on my posts will see this coming. I want to email him. I just have one simple question for him. Is it so bad to send him one short little email?
Re: Question Cherry: Depends hun, do you want to start all over with your healing process? It will rip that scab right back off.
Re: Question surprised: I know...the thing is, I don't really feel like I'm making any progress anyway. I feel like I'm just going in circles, up one minute, down the next. So I guess I feel like one little question won't hurt any worse than I'm already hurting myself.
Re: Question Cherry: Yes but believe me, curiosity indeed killed the cat. If it makes you feel better go ahead and do so, I will be here after and so will all of us.
I am not going to judge believe me............ ::) I screwed up royally for years as far as no contact was concerned. Now I can look back and see but then I did not.
What are you hoping to accomplish? Are you hoping to jog his memory/feelings? Or do you just want to get something off your chest?
Re: Question surprised: I think my intentions are two-fold. On the one hand, of course I want to jog a little memory and feelings, especially this time of the year. On the other hand, if he never wants me back, I need him to be very clear and flat out say that to me. It seems sadistic, I know, but I need a little cruelty from him if I am going to move on. But then I think, I should wait until after the holidays, so I don't give myself a really unhappy Christmas. See, if I talk to myself too much, I just go in circles.
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