Talked to her today *sigh* bamacannon: Well she called, talked to our son for a while. Then we got into him not ever loving him and not knowing her cause shes gone for so long. She started crying and of course I melted. I was there to comfort her and reassure her that he would love her and told her things she could do to make sure she was part of his life. I know its hard on her, but every time she feels down, she leans on me but I don't have anyone to lean on when I feel down (except you guys). Just feeling down from it all. I can't go no contact, our son is too young to use the phone unsupervised and he loves talking to her, he gets all excited when the phone rings and blabs (albeit no words yet, just gibberish) for a good 15 mins. I don't have the strength to just tell her we're done and hang up. I just don't know how much I can take before all this crushes me. Not sure why I posted this, just felt like getting something out.
Re: Talked to her today *sigh* tme4me: I understand where your coming from... and agreed with children involved no contact is hard but after 2 years of me getting used and heartbroken over and over I can honestly say no contact is the way to go.... It will be hard and will take a while but when your ready to go no contact you will. It sounds stupid but everything really does just take time..
