THIS IS NOT FING FAIR!!!! doodlesmore: why the hell is it necessary for me to continue to feel this way???
I want to forget.....everything!!
I wish to god I could forget I was ever married......I just want to be myself again.....i want to be happy....why the f#%@ do I have to continue to think......and cry...and think some more...and cry some more.....WHY?!?!?!?!?!
THIS SUCKS!!!!
DID HE EVER CRY FOR ME?!?!?! :'(
IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!
I have been told it's a process.....grieving.....a process?!?!!?.....a process of being ok one minute and then a complete blubbering, crying mess the next....wonderful....this is the process??
i wish i could go back in time.............
Anyone figured out that time machine yet?......let me go back...do things over!!!..................
:'(
Re: THIS IS NOT FING FAIR!!!! JNA: doodle wrote: "I just want to be myself again.....i want to be happy....why the f#%@ do I have to continue to think......and cry...and think some more...and cry some more.....WHY?!?!?!?!?!
THIS SUCKS!!!!
DID HE EVER CRY FOR ME?!?!?!
IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!"
You will be yourself in time...
But it takes a time ok
You cry as all of us have because it hurts and I don't think a lot of our ex's cared to much for us in reality...
I don't think my ex ever cried for me
She was too busy getting up to speed with her new Doctor Friend...
Then as you stated "no" it is not fair but it is how the cards fell so pick yourself up and dust yourself off
Then find someone you can "Trust"
I mean think about it...
Could you ever trust him again
That is what made me not want her anymore...
What is a friend or lover or business partner if you cannot trust them
I'm sorry you are hurting and wish I had better advice to give but do not...
Stay Strong
JNA
Re: THIS IS NOT FING FAIR!!!! just_me_detroit: All I ever wanted was a fast forward button.
I understand the feelings.
Re: THIS IS NOT FING FAIR!!!! doodlesmore: i know i can't trust him.....i know......
what i wanted and what is happening is two different things....
I know that nothing in life is a guarantee.....I may not even be here tomorrow.......I know I have to live my life for what is right now....but...omg....I am trying....i really am....it is hard...so hard.
Re: THIS IS NOT FING FAIR!!!! worchid76: I know it is hard super hard. You feel lonely even thought you might be in a room full of people and you don't trust or rethink everything you have to do. Even though it might be a simple thing.
You just have to remember the way yu felt when you were with that personcould not have been better otherwise you would have never broken up in the first place.
This sucks!!
