I forgive... freakshow: I have forgiven you and I apologize.
I have now officially forgiven you for all of your wrongs, I also apologize for any of the wrongs I have done. I have forgiven myself.
I love and care for you so much and this whole process has changed so many things for me. The mere fact that you had me served with divorce papers prior to even talking about it with me hurt so very much yet I am able to forgive you. I am still very hurt but I can honestly say I wish you well now and I hope and pray you find your way in life, on your own terms.
I feel pity for you. I want to help you. I know my time to do that has passed though. I miss you everyday still. After all that we’ve been through I am truly sad that it is ending this way and I am truly disappointed it couldn’t work out.
Part of me really wishes you would see things differently and at least TRY to work things out but part of me is okay with seeing you go. I love you forever. -Me
