Re: Ok here we go sosad05: That was very courageous to post that. YOU DID NOT DESERVE ANY of what happened to you. Have you ever heard the saying that when there is a victim and a perpetrator in the same room...they will find each other in minutes. Even though the abuse was slightly different then at home, it was still abuse...something you were used to. Something that was familiar to you. Thankyou for sharing your story. (((((HUGS)))))
Re: Ok here we go Feel: a, YOU DID THE RIGHT THING, SEE ALL THE PEOPLE HERE WILLING TO HELP YOU GET PASSED IT...
THIS SHOULD MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER ALREADY, AND ONCE YOU REALIZE THAT THIS WASN'T YOUR FAULT YOU WILL FEEL A LIFT OFF YOUR SHOULDERS
Re: Ok here we go Azhure: Thank you all so much...I cant express what this means to me..
Re: Ok here we go Crystal_Blue_024: Oh hunny... Your story has me in tears, and you're strength to come out and tell about your painful past is so amazing! You are an amazing woman You by no means are shameful or disgusting because of what happened to you... J is the disgusting person to be able to cause so much hurt and pain to another human being... What happened in your past, no matter how painful does NOT define who you are today... Its part of your past, and has helped you grow and become stronger, but it does not define you... Your STRENGTH defines you! ((( HUGS )))
Re: Ok here we go Cherry: Ive tried at least a hundred times to post a response.............
Im emotional, Im overwhelmed, Im in awe of the woman I see. My heart grieves for a fellow "child of the dark". There is almost nothing I could say to chase away the shadows that follow you from being brought up like that. I know the thoughts chase around in your head; they still catch me unaware at times. And then to have given your life to someone who used, abuse and tomented you....oh honey. :'( My heart mourns the innocence lost. The woman still unsure and so broken yet seeking and scarred she stands trembling, not knowing which way to go.
The strength you show, that exudes right off the screen when I read this story is loud and clear. And unfortunately clear to those like B who know just where our vulnerabilities lie and have no problem using them. Not a single lick of this was your fault. The would have could haves fade in the distance once you can grasp a hold of the fact that you have made it thru, you are free hun. This is your life. What was stolen from you, you cannot get back, but it does not have to take the rest of it. Stand fast with friends at your side, know that we are here to help you make it thru to your firm foundation. One of strength and power that is lit from the core inside you.
What you have been thru would have broken anyone!! This sentence: [quote"> I hope that getting it out will make it go away- because I do not want to carry this around anymore......[/quote"> babe.......this one tells us you will whip it no problem. This is your choice, your line in the sand. You have armed yourself and are ready to fight.
I am so proud of you for posting this. It took a damn lot of guts. I wish I could give you a giant hug!!!!
As Crystal pointed out, the past does not define you. It shapes you. However what you do with that is up to you. Use it hun. Your Karma will come.
If I can ever help you, please, pm me. FB is dead on too!!! You are far from weak!!
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