I'm SO sorry fkunone: I'm so sorry. No, really I am. That you don't know any better much less will you ever.
I'm so sorry for ever being better than you. I'm sorry for realizing that as each day goes by and you show all that ugly.
See, it's crazy how I didn't see this before, just how jacked up it all was. So all that pain I felt? Was because things were always empty and I finally found the bottom of the bowl.
So now I'm walking away from that edge, and know what?
I'm not so sorry for leaving you behind.
Egchk.