I'm not sure if I can do this anymore... bleedingheart: This week has been a little bit too much.
I got my kids this week and a lot of housekeeping to do. I'm studying a book to educate myself to futher my career and have been trying to find time to do any reading.
My kids have been spoiled all week by relatives from both sides and they've been up all hours of the night because my ex allowed them to during the break.
I've got to find another place to live as my roommates are moving to a house they've just purchase. I have until the end of the month to find something or else we're homeless.
Work has been exhausting. I've already got a pile on my plate and each day more is piling up. I'm starting to make mistakes.
I feel like i'm going out of my mind. I feel that i'm losing control of my life and it spiraling down into a void. I'm so tired. Can't sleep, not getting enough sleep. No rest for the weary.
BH
Re: I'm not sure if I can do this anymore... AngelBaby: BH~
I'm sorry to hear that things have been so difficult for you. You will find a place.....I have faith in that!
Hope things get better!
Many Hugs,
~AB
Re: I'm not sure if I can do this anymore... Cheri123: So much of what you said sounds familar to me. When I first divorced...I felt homeless for a little while. OUr lease was up and the kids and I moved in for a short time with a roommate. It seems like everything that could go wrong went wrong...I felt like I could never get enough money saved up to get my own place because my ex had left me in a bind with the bills that were in my name and I had to repair my credit....I could go on and on. But I want to encourage you and say there is light at the end of the tunnel.
You keep thinking positive and working on things the best way you know how. Doors will start to open. It did for me. Now I'm finally in my own place, I got a raise on my job, I finished school...everything turned out good but during those "I'm about to lose my mind" times...I had to just take long deep breaths and talk to myself and say "It's going to get better this will pass and things will be okay"...believe me it works. Instead of saying negative things to yourself...even if it does seem negative....refuse to let those thoughts over take you. Remember it will get better
