Been awhile! Feel: Don't really know where to start....
Things have just been on a stand still and my Ex always finds a way to make it worse for me...
To make the long story short for those who do know and have followed my
things with the NM are great, couldn't ask for someone better and all the shit that my EX had tried bash him about and make him look around my family is just slapping him in the face!
P is finally coming to clarity with his seperation and getting his children and sole custody of them with no acceess for them for the wife, but this means that we will see much less of eachother and that scares me, because he has been my rock and my strength to a better life.
In the meantime my ex, everytime there is a pick up and drop off or just someway to get me on the phone manages to say that it's my fault that he can't show me what a good guy he is and how he has to just prove it to the OW now... so I say I really don't care and try to change the topic and speak about our son, but he mentions how she is gonn abe away for work for awhile and I say great now you can harrass me more and have more time to do it cause you can't be on your own... in th mean time it will make things harder for P and me... especially cause that time we di spend together will be no more until he can regain his kids trust and confidence back after all she has puth them thru and done to them!
I hope I don't sound greedy, cause I am not trying to but I guess it's good for me too, cause it will give me more time for me and my son!
THere are just so many changes that are gonna happen soon and I am affraid of making wrong choices and I just want to know that I have ojarians support and guidence cause I know I can't do this alone!
Sorry if I sound messed up... I am just on overload!
Re: Been awhile! chaotic: Once the waves that have been caused by all the changes settle, you will again find calm waters. Your boat may have a few more passengers, but it will sail smoothly. Just ride it out. Sometimes the best way thru a storm is to push thru it head first.
Re: Been awhile! Azhure: amen chaotic- feel, you know what I believe- and I am here for you always- you are so amazing- you will get through!
Re: Been awhile! Feel: thanx guys!
Chaotic you know I always look forward to hearing what you have to say... you are always so positive and right!
Az, I know you will be a friend for life...
I guess it's just one of those days and I hope to God I won't need the support that I needed when I was dealing with the loss of the EX... I hope that I am stronger now and that this challenge will bring P an dme closer together and pray that his 3 kids will respect me and look up to me... not as there mother but as a dear friend or supporter!
Re: Been awhile! CDNgurl: Feel, I'm so happy to hear things are going better for P. No more games from his ex - so this is very very good news.
Like Chaotic said, it's going to be a bumpy ride for a bit. Take it one day at a time, as you have been.
Like Chaotic said in the forgiveness post, maybe you'll be able to thank him (your ex) one day for making you so damn strong.
cuz you are.
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