Re: Haveing a bad day again tryingtosmile: Maybe the bleach will help to erase some of the painful memories ;)
Seriously though, I'm sorry you are having a rough day..I know how that feels. I'll have days of feeling great and then I'll have a dream about him and wake up feeling just awful, like I am right back where I started. Everyone always talks about it, but the roller coaster analogy is definitely true. Just remember that when you drop to the bottom, the only place you have to go is up the hill again. Don't know if this is possible in your location, but I always find that getting out of the house and walking really helps me. While I walk, I take notice of everything around me..sights, sounds, smells, people..it helps take my focus off of my husband and put it back into the present. :)
Haveing a bad day again Inkedmp: Dont understand it but i woke up in a funk! cant seem to get her out of my mind. for somereason i just feel so loney today. Im trying everything i can think of to get her out but i cant. Im even cleaning my house which i hate doing. i even scrubbed the floor. almost made myself pass out from all the bleach. dont know how i can go from being ok and not thinking about this woman i love so much to where i am today. i wish this would just end already. i so badly want to be happy again, I thought i was doing so well. anyways just thought i would post it to some people who might give a shit, because i know if i called her to talk she would not give a rats ass. anyways have more cleaning to do and bleach to inhale take care
Re: Haveing a bad day again alfaromeo: Don't worry, you are doing better! .. If you have days you aren’t thinking about her, that's the biggest progress ever!!! .. Don't be down on yourself because you're having a bad day. We all have bad days; even when we're as happy as can be, we're going to have those days when things just don't go 'right'. Whether it's thoughts of her or something else that's going on in your live. Just remember the bad days make the good days that much better! ... If we had all good days they wouldn’t mean anything because that's all we'd know, so a few bad ones have to be thrown in there so we can really appreciate the good ones.
Keep your head up Inkedmp, you're doing just fine ;D
Re: Haveing a bad day again Magalucia: Get out of the house. I like going to the movies and watching a loud action movie that won't let me think. Be with people. Although scrubbing the floors keeps you busy, it is a lonely thing to do when you are already feeling lonely.
Re: Haveing a bad day again MadorSad: Head up chest out brother. MoS law stand tall. Cry in the shower towle off and WALK TALL 8)
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