I hate you today flipflopnomore: You know, I go along ok for a day, sometimes a week or two and then BAM! Something happens and I go back to the same crap.
I hate you today. You hurt my daughter. Not intentionally, but you did. I know you didn't know she was coming to your daughters game today. But she saw your ummm....."friend" and it really upset her. It upset me too hearing it. Hearing the sadness in her voice. Hearing that you are prancing that slut and her two small kids around like nothing ever happened.
You didn't even have the balls to come and say hi to my daughter when she got there. You just gave her a half ass smile and wave. What? Would your "friend" be mad that you said Hi to your stepdaughter as you would like to call her? You say you want to continue being my kids stepdad, but I guess you will only when it doesn't cramp your pathetic style. I know it put you in an akward position, but who is the adult here? OH, but wait...after the game when you were alone, you sent her a text thanking her for coming and telling her you loved her. Did you have to go and hide from your "friend" to send it? Have some compassion. My daughter loved you probably more than her own dad and when you left me, you left her too. Can you not see that you complete idiot? Fu** you. I am sorry I said that, but you deserve it. My kids and I, and even your own kids did not deserve what you have put us thru.
I go along ok and then something like this happens and I go back to square one with all these damn emotions. Anger, hurt, betrayel, the lies, the deception. I hate you for all of it. How could you do this to us? You know it still affects me? I am trying to date and my heart will not let me trust someone again. I am finding reasons to not be with him. I really don't want anyone but you. How pathetic is that? You are a complete loser in every sense of the word. You are not a man with the slightest integrity. I HATE YOU, but I love you too. I wish this was not happening. I wish it was a nightmare, but its the harsh reality.
Get out of my head, get out of my heart. You don't deserve any space in either.
