My Girl..... AngelBaby: Sitting here at the computer, getting ready to go out for dinner with your grandma and grandad, I can't help but drift off into lala land, and think about what you would be doing at this very moment if you were here. Most likely, you'd be torturing Leo, or at least playing with him....or crawling up into my lap saying, "mommy, what are you doing?" I know you are in a better place, and I'm sure that you are playing and running and carrying on, but I can't help to be jealous that you aren't here with me. You were my hope and dream...for SO long, and in one fail swoop, you were taken from me. There was no noise when you left.....just you and me. I was softly weeping, and telling you how much I love you, clutching you to my chest, never wanting to let you go.
I think about you everyday....every minute. Especially when I am walking somewhere and see someone with a child who is about your age.....and it makes my heart ache.....like I said...I know you are better off, and I know you are happy and watching over me, but I can't help but want you here with me.
I know you will come back to me when the time is right, and J will be a better daddy to you than K ever could have been. You will be loved more than you would have ever imagined possible.
Be good, have fun, and I will hold you in my arms again sometime soon.....I love you!!!!!!!
Mommie
Re: My Girl..... Cherry: :'( Girl I love you!!!! I know that when the time is right you will be the worlds best mother (next to me of course ;) )
And not only that, but you will cherish it that much more because of that ache you carry. Our angels fly in heaven together and will always be in our hearts. ((((((HUGS))))))) Sis I love you. I wish I was there to hug you.
Re: My Girl..... AngelBaby: Believe me sis.....I wish you were here to hug me too! :-\
Re: My Girl..... Cherry:
