a short note.... JadedButtafly: To him....
Dear D,
I woke up this morning, feeling beautiful all over again.....I looked in the mirror and felt sexy, hot, luscious.... I brushed my long hair and it waved around my face and cascaded down my shoulders... And you know what or rather who made me feel this way? It wasn't a stranger, it wasn't another man, it was you. Even though You are 13 hrs away from us, it was your words, it was your actions.... It was all you. You made me feel this way for the first time in a very long time. And for that I say...this is Wonderful lil' something thats happening today. This means there really is a apart of you that is changing, this means that you are becoming more of the man I fell in love with so long ago, and less for the stranger who replaced you for a very long time. This means I wasn't wrong. This means........ This means I can walk through today with a smile and know I what I've been feeling is real ;D
Re: a short note.... Fendann: Not to be my usual "The glass is half full" self....but am I the only the one that feels a *POP* coming from this the near future? :-\
Re: a short note.... JadedButtafly: no offence but what goes on between my husband and I, other than what i vent, talk about or complain about on here, is none of your business. The only POP there is going to be is when i POP you in the face for trying to screw up my happy feeling. Now say you're sorry you negative nelly.
Re: a short note.... Fendann: Umm, you were the one that put it on Ojar for everyone to read. Why post it if you weren't fishing for responses?
Seeing as you've had so many problems with him in the past, I was just stating the obvious. I just hate seeing people so happy one minute, only to turn around and be obliterated by disappointment the next. To an outsider, something can be said like "I knew that was coming..." or "Yep, saw that coming a mile away", while from the inside (YOUR position), it's all "How could this happen?" or "Why does the crap always happen to me? Things were going so well...".
You posted it on Ojar for the world to see. If you didn't want any kind of response, type it in a damn blog that people can't remark upon.
I've never had any problems with you, and I never intended to start anything with my comment. I'm sorry that you can't handle any kind of criticism in matters of the heart. I hope everything turns out for the best with your future.
I will not, however, apologize for my comment. It is spoken just as it should be. Pessimistic as it may sound, it's how I see things from the outside. I'm not trying to "screw up your happy feeling", as you so put it...Your comment, on the other hand...well...If that's the way you feel, so be it.
Re: a short note.... 2be: I am glad you're finding happiness again, SDC. While I don't want to bring you down whatsoever... I do want to say that I'd like to see you happy with you. Don't let any man, whether it be him or anyone else be the only reason you feel sexy and hot. You need to be able to look in the mirror every morning and see that for yourself... not because some guy is saying the right things.
Again... not to burst your bubble of happiness because I really do wish you the best... but please don't get dependent upon ANYONE for your source of happiness. It's gotta come from within you.
peace.
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