woke up and feel sick and empty qmambo: for those who know my story i have woken up this morning alone and empty i got drunk last night was out with a colleague to numb it all and have woken up alone :-( i have to go back to that house today to collect somemore stuff, i am so sick to my stomach - how do i deal with this? he is off to a wedding so i know he wont be there but i know i am gonna find somethingi dont like - another womens things perhaps? -its like to back to watch a car crash. he still hasnt responded to my request about getting the agreement drawn up as he cancelled the appt he had on wednesday. hes hoping i will just fold and go home i think. what to do i am so completely alone in this country
Re: woke up and feel sick and empty wizer_now: You gotta take a deep breath, sit back, and relax.
Things are happening a lot faster in your head than they are going to happen in life. The legal stuff is going to take time. A lot more time than you want it to. He's not going to respond right away, things are going to be cancelled. All you can do is control what you can, at your end. The rest will have to work out on its own.
Go over there, be strong, get your stuff and get out. You are really not going to learn anything you didn't already know. There won't be an alligator under the bed or an escaped mental patient in the closet. Get your stuff, and get out.
As far as the drinking...I'm not liking that at all. And it's not going to mix well with the meds that the clinic doctor is likely to put you on. Didn't you have an appointment today?
Re: woke up and feel sick and empty qmambo: yep and i didnt go - i know what you will say - i had an alright day really y'day and i felt like i didnt need to go i didnt feel that complete spinng out of control i felt more with human even but then i didnt want to come back from the city to this house on my pown and two mates from work said oh come out so i did and we ended up in bars in the sunshine and i didnt feel lonely - not until i got back here so that kinda felt more important for me to feel like that than go to the docs and burst into tears allover again, i kinda scared to go if that makes sense?
Re: woke up and feel sick and empty wizer_now: IMHO.
You are making a huge mistake, that could cost you as much as your life.
You've acknowledged feeing out of control, you've stated that you've had suicidal thoughts, you say that you cannot function properly at work and in daily activities. As a result of my (and others) suggestions, you take the steps to find a caring physician that wants to see you immediately.
Instead of getting the medical attention you so badly need, you go to a bar and drink.
You know, if I was close enough to you, I'd come over there and drag you to the doctor.
Somebody has to.
P.S. What are you scared of? That the doctor will give you medicine that will calm you down, relax you, and allow you to function better? Because that's all that's going to happen. You're not going to be locked up, if that's what you're thinking.
Re: woke up and feel sick and empty qmambo: i just dont care anymore - i cant see the point to anything. part of me wants to but i just dont :-( i have no dependents if i fall under a bus no one would care in fact they would have no one to send the bill to
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