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Cant think of a good title.... tripny2k6: I cant think of a good title for this post. This week was horrible for me. Im still heartbroken, and it really hurts. I ran into my ex earlier in the week. No words were said, but her face said it all. The look of confusion. Both of us looking, wondering what the hell happened. I know what happened, and although I take some credit for things, I was the only one willing to work on my faults.

MEt a girl out last week, and I went out with a girl from work last night. I just cant seem to engage. I went through this over the fall as well, too soon. Im interested, but not to the point that I think about her a lot. Its crazy. I would never get back with my ex. But I am still sooo hurt. My heart aches. I was so depressed today, I didnt make it to work. I hate that!! I just couldnt go today. I layed in bed ALL day in my apartment. My apartment is a mess because I havent taken the time to pick up clothes, anything. I go wuickly to the sources I use to cope with this lonelyness and pain. Most of the time, I come straight home and get on here.

I just dont know what to do with myslef anymore. I dont know what to do to excite me. I feel like its groundhog's day around here. My counselor told me tonight to give this girl a chance. He thinks that as long as Im honest with her, this is a great way to put N behind me. I dont know. Im so down right now.  :'(
Re: Cant think of a good title.... snkpack: Awww Trip.  :-*


(((((((Hugs with a booty pinch for good measure))))))))


Re: Cant think of a good title.... Lumpy:   Howzabout If I Could Turn Back Time?  :-X
Re: Cant think of a good title.... flyaway: Trip....so sorry you're low.  Don't worry about the clothes.....on the floor.  ;)  If snk were there, you could throw some more on the floor, *methinks*  :D :D
Re: Cant think of a good title.... snkpack: Snk only dates former spelling bee champions. 

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