I wish it weren't so hard to deal... sja: I am having the worst day at work. I have gotten so swamped and bogged down with work that I am completely overwhelmed and don't know where to start. When I used to have days like this, I would call my ex and vent for a few minutes, get a little encouragement and go on. I have to resist the temptation to call...old habits die hard I guess. I am glad to have this board to vent to.
It seems to me the small things are the things that mean the most...of all the things I miss about being with my ex, making a two minute phone call to him in the middle of the workday and reading in bed together before turning out the light and going to sleep are two of the things I miss most. Not the trips, nice dinners, etc. (although those of course are nice too), but the little things like going on a run together or cleaning up the dishes side by side.
Back to my office and trying to figure out just what I need to do!!! How will I ever have a life when I'm stuck at work all the time!
Re: I wish it weren't so hard to deal... qmambo: you done the right thing - think of this as your ringing support now - iused to do the same phone him when i needed him. :-(
youll get through petal, just take baby steps.
funny when i read your post i thought god he never did the dishes with me, we never read in bed (infact we never went to bed at the same time which caused major rows) and he never went for runs - i used to ask him but he wanted to exercise with his mates - god what a loser and he even wants to keep the friggin dishwasher i insisited on getting cos he wouldnt help with the dishes or always said il do them later - what a twat!!!!
Re: I wish it weren't so hard to deal... sja: Thank you. It's always tougher when I am stressed at work AND stuck at work at night. I just wish I had something to come home to other than my empty house. But I guess I at least have my house, some peace and quiet and that is more than a lot of people have.
Re: I wish it weren't so hard to deal... qmambo: hey look doll, he took our house and everything in it and my beloved kitty - all i have in this miserable world is a second hand bed and my clothes - i live with some strange woman who i now rent a room off 15,000 miles away from my family in europe and im in Oz. things could be worse, at least your place is now your sanctuary and no one can hurt you there, it may be a place of pain right now but that wont always be the case. like i said you need to ring ojar girl you do it and someone will always pick-up and i bet they will be much more supportive and understanding that your ex :-0 then one day you wont need to ring ojar anymore and life will good again xx
Re: I wish it weren't so hard to deal... sja: Thanks. I guess I'm just tired from working a lot this week, and I feel rather lonely and sad. I miss my ex a lot today. I just want there to be more than this. I know there is.
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