Re: woke tempted to email him again, someone please tlak me out of it! :( licy: thank you for your kind words
I am glad i wasnt with him any longer then i had to be, he was so perfect for the first year and half i dread to think if he had been perfect for say 5 or 10 years then left at the drop of a hat :(
We went through alot together and i guess i thought it made us just stronger and bonded us more but clearly i was wrong, i just have to deal with the fact i was a fool for someone and it hurts, thinking back now of everythig i did for him makes me cringe
I just keep thinking how will i know when i meet someone i can really trust, I told my ex when i first met him i didnt want a fella cos i couldnt deal with it when if it goes wrong and he persude me for about 6 months before i finally went on a date with him he made me feel so safe and secure i never thought he would ever cheat on me yet he did :(
i dowt il ever trust again :'(
Re: woke tempted to email him again, someone please tlak me out of it! :( qmambo: course it will - what goes around comes around its life, and your gut feelings are always true doll, he prob was seeing her which is why he cooled it with you! Cowardly person with no back bone, men cant be honest about cheating and it makes them feel like they are something special, sad but true. My ex is 40 this year and is acting like a dickhead
he thinks he so attractive to women cos some young thing took an interest and forget 7 years we had together - erm yeah real nice
Re: woke tempted to email him again, someone please tlak me out of it! :( sja: I am sorry you feel so angry and betrayed. You will come out of this much stronger in the long run. I know that doesn't help much now when you feel so upset.
It's better that things ended now that him being with you for another year or three or ten years and being cheated on the entire time...now you are free to heal and eventually meet someone who will not lie and cheat. As long as you're with the wrong one, you won't find the right one. You are better off by yourself even though you took a huge stab to heart recently. Lots of people have been there, and everyone's good wishes go out to you.
Re: woke tempted to email him again, someone please tlak me out of it! :( licy: :(
Why do they have to lie about everything :(
When i think about it now he started being funny with me about 3 months b4 we broke up so now im just constantly thinking i bet it was really because he was seeing her for those last 3 months of our relationship. he would always make excuses not to come visit me at uni saying he had to much work to do, and when i would moan about it he'd say i was stressing him out further and he couldnt cope with me and his work load!
When he would come visit it would be like hes get her at 6pm and leave 10am the next day
I think i know now deep down he was seeing her all that time and it really hurts me, i hope karma gets them both back one day i hate him so much for what he has made me feel
Re: woke tempted to email him again, someone please tlak me out of it! :( licy: yeh i think he was seeing her at least for a couple of weeks before we broke up, it was all just to easy to leave me and he was when i think about it kinda smug about the whole thing. just hurts to think he sat there and cried with me before he left, saying he was thinking of the future and he really wanted to go for this job when the whole time the job was a lie and he was so eager to just dump and leave no dowt so he could get back to her and stuff, :(
I take comfort knowing hel do the same thing to her i wouldnt be suprised if when the whole excitment of the new girlfriend chills out hel be back at my door but it will be firmly slammed in the loosers face!!!
Lucy xxx
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