woke tempted to email him again, someone please tlak me out of it! :( licy: [color=pink"> [/color">
Woke up today feeling down for some stupid reason again, i dont even want the stupid guy in my life but i have this mighty urge to email him exactly how i feel and exactly how he hurt me :(
i know this is a big mistake but i just feel i need to have ago at him
i emailed him the other night just because i was so irritated and upset finding out hed barefaced lied to me. Afterall he said i meant to him turns out i meant nothing. We dont live in the same area so i know il never see him out or anything like that guess sometimes i feel i just need to give him a piece of my mind and email is my only way, cant believe what an idiot he turned out to be he had me well and truely fooled for a long time. I even stuck by him when he went abroad for 6 months on a work placement to a different country and it was him crying on the phone to me every week how much he hated it and missed home,
I dont think i want him back if im honest with myself, it just hurts to think he would betray me when he claimed to love me so right up until the moment he left. I feel like i should get him back in some way but i have no idea how, he still has loads of my things like a flatscreen tv! which i let him use for his bedroom at uni makes me sick to think hes sat there with her watching it, i never contacted him about getting it back because i didnt want him to think i was just trying to use it as an excuse!
i was hung up on someone else when i met josh and thought why not be with this guy he treats me well and was a real gentleman and it did help me get over my crush i had at the time! Then i fell in love and well i thought he was perfect that we were perfect. i dowt he'l ever be in touch with me even if he did regret leaving me he'l always be to proud to admit it thats the kind of arragant idiot hes turned into or probs always was!!
Lucy
Re: woke tempted to email him again, someone please tlak me out of it! :( elf624: Don't email him. It will just give him the satisfaction of knowing you are still thinking about him. My stbxh lied to me and I took him back 4 times. The end result was always the same - everything he told me was a lie and he left again. It's like they are too much of a coward to just tell us the truth and let us move on. I know it's hard, but the best thing to do is no contact. If you feel the need to call or email him, do it here. That way you get it out, but you don't tell him.
Sorry you're feeling so down today.
Re: woke tempted to email him again, someone please tlak me out of it! :( JadedButtafly: when you feel like talking to him be it either emial or phone, call someone else first, your mom . a friend, talk it out with someone else you love and care for.....until the feeling passes. if you need to email me, my emials in my profile...... just until the feeling passes. dont give into something like wanting to email or call him, the end result could make you more upset and screw up your entire day.
Re: woke tempted to email him again, someone please tlak me out of it! :( licy: thanks for your help, its very hard to stop myself even thought i know il end up hurt more. I was getting better after the split 3 months ago but stupidly looked at his myspace the other night to find hes with the girl i had suspicions about while we were still together. he denied it all at the time of course saying he was leaving me to take a job offer abroad what a lying idiot :(
surly all guys arnt like this relatioships always start out so great always so in love and all the rest of it how can someone be so cruel its horrible, i think im put off seeing anyone else for a long time its not worth the heartache :'(
Re: woke tempted to email him again, someone please tlak me out of it! :( licy: i jusy looked on this stupid website again and saw loads of photos of them together, i cant cope with it all i feel so crappy i think its just sinking in, all these months i thought he left me for a job its just sinking in he left me for someone else and i feel like im back to square 1 again, its killing me
:'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
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