dear Fu@k tard freakshow: You have no idea what it feels like to have the man that you love divorce you as if nothing ever mattered. You have no idea how it feels to have all of your hopes, dreams and aspirations ripped from your heart. How hard it is to let go of everything you dreamed of having when the man you loved asked you to marry him. I still see no good reason why we are divorcing. I only wish you would explain to me why you have chosen to do this? This was your choice. I am so heartbroken over your decision and cannot express enough how much you have ruined for Isabelle and me. Isabelle will not have a father in her home growing up. Isabelle will not have the security of a whole full-time dad because you so selfishly chose not to consider our feelings. Because of you Isabelle and I were forced to live with my family where there isn’t even a bathtub for her to have a real bath in, instead she must be bathed in a sink. Isabelle does not get to share her “firsts” with you. Isabelle will be missing out on a lot in her young life and know that it’s because of you and your failure.
I on the other hand do not get to live out the dream of being a family. No, I was lied to, manipulated and lead to believe you actually loved me. While I was pregnant no less! How cruel. You really fooled me. You and your family have pulled the wool over my eyes pretty good. All of you. How do you call yourself human when you have no compassion for others and their feelings. How dare you embarrass me with your incompetent treatment in our so-called relationship. You ruined my wedding day and the birth of my first child with your lack of compassion and love. You clearly have no regard for anyone but yourself and your mother. How dare you.
I should have known better and I am angry at myself for not seeing all of this sooner. You piece of crap.
