Almost Funny Beautifully Numb: How is it people can talk to strangers but not to the ones they are supposed to love. I have to heard, third party, how he is ready to unleash his parents money and attorney on me. The worst part is I am the one who was left alone for all the years, the one who got pushed aside so he could drink, the one who got sexually harrassed by his father and left alone thru all the trauma and stress in our lives. And even though all that hurts, I am happy he is finding himself again...I truly am...but I am still scared and utterly alone. and I am supposed to be the one who cant forgive...I feel like such an idiot,...I was duped for so long and it seems to be happening again.
Re:Almost Funny seth: You feel happy for HIM?
Something's wrong. As a buddy told me recently, "You need to grow a pair." A crass expression, yes, but good advice.... Stand tall.
Re:Almost Funny MadorSad: Numb
Did you talk to him ??? My W shut me out and has only talked about small things. I try and try but she will not open up to me. I have not given up hope but at this point hope and faith is all I have she is not lisening to me. I was not perfict and I did my share of screwing up. She has not left so I will keep working on myself the man she loved is still in here she just needs to see me 8)
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