im pretty angry right now qmambo: i seem to flip flop between denial, missing you and guilt to what i feel right now which is anger. it seems to me that at thsi precise moment in time, you simply fell out of love with me and instead of sitting down and explaining that to me that you didnt love me instead of going on a rampage of emotional abuse and torture.
i am angry as i was just sitting here thinking and something that you said popped into my head. you said do you remember the night we went out to dport for drinks and sat there hardly saying anything (this was due to the fact that i had been hit by a freaking freight train when you ended it and i found out about girls etc.), and that night he had the choice to go to a football BBQ which was loads of them all together, well he chose to take me out instead and it was obviously going to be strained between us, but he said i actually wanted to be at the BBQ that night at not with you.
What an asshole, he knew that crowd for 5 mins and i had been with him years and he broke my heart and treated me like shit, how dare he even tell me things like that he was thinking - how hurtful is that!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE A TOSSER AND NOW I AM SO ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY
GGGRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Re: im pretty angry right now qmambo: well i think i need to keep reading this one as it really hurt me so when im feeling low which i am right now i will keep reading this and it will trigger off all the other hurtful things you did and said to me.
