I know that I am better qmambo: God do you guys remember when I first posted in February after the initial dumping over the phone? God I was a mess, i used to go into work and just sit there and come on here, i can remember what that pain was like now, it was so awful, excruciating, i was a zombie, i would throw up randomly in the toilets and just cry all day and wait at work til 6 until i had to leave as i didnt want to go back to the box, i would text him in pieces and it was just awful, i would then go the pub and sit there on my own and drink to numb the pain and then go back to the box and take a sleeping pill. god this is what the reaction of having mylife ripped apart by him was.
GOD I AM SO MUCH BETTER DOWN THE LINE NOW!
THANKS BE FOR THAT, i am still not right but jesus look how far i have come, alright im not working, i moved back with Mum and i still have a drink of an evening. but im ok generallly
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Re: I know that I am better kimberly: So there is hope? lol ???
Re: I know that I am better qmambo: erm well since that post i have flip floped down again :-( lol
but i know i am still better than i was that month!
