i just caved and phoned him qmambo: it was awful, he wasnt there but he didnt pick up his phone and hes wiped our message off of it and he wouldnt answer his mobile phone.
now i just feel like shite and a crazed woman :-( why am i so dumb. must i felt like i had to do it.
Re: i just caved and phoned him qmambo: im such an idiot now i just feel so crap, he really doesnt give a f**k so why does my heart feel the love we once had????? Why do i desperately want to speak to him??????? after all the pain why???????? i tried calling a few more times and he pulled the phone out of the wall i know it.
god im behaving like a freakshow now. i left a message on his mobile saying "we were friends for along long time and i don't deserve this, i need to talk to you". and now i dont know what id do if he did call.
Re: i just caved and phoned him qmambo: in im pieces this man put me through absolute hell and im stil clinging on i hacve such low sel esteem i dont feel worthy of anyone
Re: i just caved and phoned him damagedgoods: mqo relax, take a deep breath.
You are not measured by him. You had a life before you met him, you will have a life beyond him. I know you feel like a huge part of you is missing, I have felt the same way. Think about it this way. If you were thinking about dating him would you. Is he the type of person you want to spend the rest of your life with?
Re: i just caved and phoned him leigh: Deep breath, hon. You're going to be okay. You had a set back, but that's okay. Don't beat yourself up for it. Don't do it again, though. We all have our moments, just pick yourself back up. Many, many hugs to you. You're okay, you're not crazed, dumb, or a freakshow. You're human, just like the rest of us.
