Re:The lowest point yet... mphs: oh my god I feel the same way. Everything hurts it feels like my heart is being ripped out of my chest. I can't stop crying either. I just want to get to the point where it gets easier every day not harder. My heart truley goes out to you. Hopfully time can heal our broken hearts!
Re:The lowest point yet... timetobefree: Thanks all for your replies. I was so completely caught off guard by my emotions this morning...M has been coming over regularly to drop off mail, since the post office can't get their heads out of the a$$es. Seriously, I have turned in 4 change of address forms, called 6 times, and gone down in person twice to fix this and it still is not working. Oh yeah, and all this since Sept. 1.
But I digress, I am usually ready when he comes over...brave face on, emotions tucked deep inside. I did the same thing today, but boy oh boy, it sure didn't work at all! :( However, if there is a silver lining in how I am feeling, it is that now I know how much I need to prepare for Monday morning so it doesn't happen in court. I am planning an hour walk before I go, some journaling, and some quiet time alone. I will make it through it...well, at least right now, I think I will...get back to me Monday! :-\
Thanks again for all the hugs, and yes, naz, hang in there....it's a date to check in on Monday (if I am not too drunk to type!).
One notch up from the lowest point yet,
Amy
Re:The lowest point yet... Kinney26: hey Amy,
I don't really have any advice that would make you feel better. Just wanted to say good luck on Monday, I know it will be tough. Start heating up the hot tub before you go. ;)
Kin
Re:The lowest point yet... jnc: My thoughts and prayers are with both of you...I know what you're going through...tomorrow is my D-day.
I hope that you (we) all can walk out of the courtroom and realize even through all the pain and the tears, that it is the beginning of a new life and there are so many amazing possibilities and oppprtunities that await you (us).
~J.
Re:The lowest point yet... devochic: You will all be in my prayers. Hopefully this symbolizes another step in the road to recovering from this painful experience, and more importantly a milestone on the road to finding yourself again. May peace be with you all during this time of need.
nev
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