Re:Does anyone else... ChristyM: Yep, went through the same things. I would wake in the middle of the night and just wander around and remember the good times. I eventually decided to move my daughter and I out and get an apartment and let him have the house. Sooooo many people said "why would you do that? You should stay in the house and make him move". But for the very reason we are talking about, there wasn't any way I could do that and keep my sanity. The constant memories were haunting. Once we moved and had a new place with no old memories and the opportunity to make new ones, things were much easier.
Before he moved all of his stuff out, I would go into the closet and smell his dress shirts and cry.
Christy
Re:Does anyone else... lovelost: I am also wondering how did all of this happen. I look around at our house and I can all of a sudden remember everything. All of our plans, all of the fun we had here, all of the love. Funny, I didn't know anything was wrong until he left and it was too late.
When am I going to wake up and realize this was a horrible dream and he is sleeping soundly next to me. I want to wake up to his face scrunched against the pillow.
Re:Does anyone else... 2brix: After the everything took my world and smashed it I had to go into our apartment and get all the things that Mat and I would need. No need for all the legalities she said take what you need. When I packed up everything it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. Moving those boxes was harder than picking up my grannys coffin and giving her away to the good lord. Even after packing and putting everything into storage I found myself wandering. Instead of just a house or even a street I find myself wandering the roads of the entire city seems like my home isn't mine anymore. 12 years of what I thought was a love relationship and all of it broken in just a few moments now I wander.
Re:Does anyone else... marfanoidus: Every night, I wander around the house, alone but not lonely, and start singing out loud about how much better it is than fighting all the time :D
Re:Does anyone else... Shanna: I guess that is the upside to moving in with my parents. I didn't have to be in "that" house once it was over. I was dreading facing my househld goods bc they hold memories, but now I am jsut planning on making new momories.
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