To Ex Mom & Dad Samanthain: It's Christmastime again and the pain of not feeling welcome to send cards or flowers is back. I understand needing to support your son but I can never understand just dropping me off of the face of the earth after being your daughter and sister for so many years. I'm in so much pain and no one cares!
I pass your house everyday on my way home and yet I know that no one's there for me. Without my own family around, I wish I could feel that there was someone there for me if I ever had an emergency but I guess that you are dead to me as I guess that I am to you. How can you be so mean??? Do you even know how much it would mean to receive a quick note or phone call every once in a while??? Do you even care??? If I died, would you even come to the funeral??? Would you be glad to be rid of me???
Do you ever think of me??? Do you ever feel a tiny bit of this pain that I feel??? Do you understand that it was not all my fault or do you listen to you son's blame making me to be some evil person to make himself feel better??? I am NOT a bad person and it was NOT all my fault. I loved your son very much and always will care about his happiness no matter how much he hates me. Can't you see this??? I loved you all and am hurting very much knowing you don't care anymore. Please, please send me a card!
