please help me.... hardened_heart1970: im lost, confused, i have no meaning in life. i have hit bottom before but this is even further. i want out. i know i have to be here for my kids. i dont know what to do. i cant stop crying, im sad...i cant take it, i just cant take it. i am not strong. i am weak. i just want to check out...... thanks for all your help.. i have no one. im a loner, and no one cares. this life suxs and i hate it. i know that things will supposedly be better. i dont think so. i wish this was all a dream. i am nothing, and i hate me. i hate me...i cannot get US out of my head. she stuck in there. cant do it. my kids are gone. i am alone. i need to go find someone to talk to ..............................
Re:please help me.... AloneandCold: You are not alone, we are here for you. If you need to talk PM me I will always listen. we care!
Re:please help me.... hardened_heart1970: i cant stop crying. im destroyed. i dont know what way to go. i just know, i cannot take much more of this pain. id like to know how to ease the pain, so i can get over it. i was doing good, and i saw her at mediation today. i just wish i was gone. thank you for writing back.
Re:please help me.... moser: HH -
Wow, it's a really bad day for you. We all care here. I've had these days too. Even when I think I'm doing pretty well for a long time, I come right back to these lows. I've said everything you wrote, except for the kids part.
Everyone tells me that I should be happy that we don't have kids. Which I am, because I would hate for my child to be going through this. However, I want children very badly and that seems like just one more thing he took from me - feels like I did all the giving in the marriage and I don't get anything from it in the end.
I'm here to talk if you need to. I did quite a bit of crying myself today. Try not to beat yourself up, it will just make you feel worse. Was there anything today that made you smile?
Re:please help me.... AloneandCold: Do you have AIM? Sometimes it feels better just to talk to someone.
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