getting back with the person who hurt you legionuvdoom: I know it's stupid for me to worry about something which will probably never happen, but after a month, i've realized that my ex leaving me for another man isn't just a temporary thing. At least it wasn't as temporary as i was hoping, stupid me was still willing to take her back. I know i shouldn't worry about stuff that may or may not happen, but I really don't think her current relationship will last forever, and if she contacts me down the road, i'm kinda worried that i'll take her back even though I'm sure i'll have some kind of life of my own, even if it's not a great one. But the more i think about it, I don't think I could ever trust her again, and she would definately have to make some really big changes and effort to get back with me. Then again, I said that 4 years ago, and i got back with her anyway, just so she could hurt me more this time. My mother said that her mother said that my ex wants to keep being friends with my mother. It might just be nothing, because actions speak louder than words and as far as i know she hasn't contacted my mother. But even this screws with my head, because it makes me wonder what her motivations would be. Would it actually be that she wants to keep an eye on me through my mother? Or maybe some connection to her past? WHo knows, she probably doesn't even know.
One thing i thought was strange, my mother actually gave her access to her credit card number a little while before she left me, and she's stolen money from me and other people in the past. I told my mother to change the card, just in case. But she actually didn't steal from my mother or even me right before this happened, which might indicate she didn't want to burn that bridge completely. Well in my case, she probably figured i'd report her this time, when i found out about the other man.
