Re:Ok bad day.......... tyrogers: Thanks y'all. I really need all the support I can get. All I can think about is when he doesn't have the kids how he will be out, blah, blah, etc. Which, I suppose he will be thinking the same thing. I just hope it eats at him as much as it does me. Especially since his wrong decision caused all of this. I know I am being the stronger/wiser person here, but DAMN IT....does it have to HURT so bad to be that person?
Ty
Re:Ok bad day.......... lostinlife: Ty,
Think of it this way: If you did not feel and hurt as much as you are, then you would be at the same level as he is. And really, is that a place that you want or need to be?
You are the stronger person and the better person. Not because you don't hurt, but because you do and yet you continue to move forward. You make the tough decisions that a weaker person is unable to, simply because they do not have the strength of character to handle that kind of stress. And yet, you do. So wear your hurt as a kind of medal of Honor, YOU Survived, YOU are strong, You will get through this, and most importantly, YOU will not have a little voice in the back of your mind, reminding you daily of what you have done to another person.
LiL
Re:Ok bad day.......... tyrogers: That's so true. Thanks. It sound so much better when someone else reaffirms what you are thinking.
I do know this however, he will NOT see me cry again. I will always look good, I will always smile. I don't care if I cannot see the road through the tears when I drive off, HE will not see them.
Thanks guys.
Love y'all bunches!
Ty
Re:Ok bad day.......... lostinlife: Anytime! :)!
LiL
