Re: Jumbled Feelings notmyself: journaling helps alot, so does writing poems and the like. getting the feelings out instead of burying them. i am putting in this reply a poem that i wrote 3 months after he left after seeing him to get some money and him acting all cool, driving up in some other girls car. i don't know if this help or anything, but maybe...
5-16-03
how could you do this
turn my life upside down
don't look at me that way
offering your apologies
are they as worthless as they sound
i hate you
hate what you did
hate that i was so stupid
hate that i was so complacent
hate that i was so willing
to give up everything
for someone like you
so comptemible
why would i want
someone like you
so much i have to give
why didn't you want me
why wasn't i enough
look at me
now even more broken
than i was
an emotional tragedy
i hate what i was
i hate what i am
i hate how hard it is
to get through the day
sometimes
too much for me to feel
i hope you feel this way
sometime
i hope you hate the fact
because i do
just f**k you
Re: Jumbled Feelings itwillgetbetter: Thanks for the 'Helpful Hints'. -----sounds so 'good housekeeping' when I am full of anger but I appreciate knowing how others deal with it.
So tonight, I will put on the trainers and go running. I will return home and journal my heart out until I fall asleep.
Thanks again.
it [s"> will[/s"> [glow=red,2,300"> HAS[/glow"> to get better
Re: Jumbled Feelings achingallover: Hang in there, girl...your "handle" on this website shows the faith you have in it getting better! ;D ;)
We're rootin for ya!
Steph
