Re:the trust problem and the future legionuvdoom: I don't think i will ever trust anyone else again. I don't want to hurt others, but i think i will probably just try to keep myself busy with alot of relatinships, so i don't get stuck in just one, so i can get hurt again. I remember when i was in my late twenties, i tried to date a 22 year old, and i decided that i wouldn't go out with anyone younger than 25 cause they are still immature dumbasses at 22. Now my ex left me when she was 29, so i don't know what to think, maybe i"ll only date women over 50 for now on. I'm so sick of people who had problems when they were young treating me like crap. Like, oh i never knew my father, or i got raped when i was 17, or i lived with a guy for 2 years who beat me up, but when the cops came, i denied that he hit me. So it's ok to throw me away like garbage, because bad things happened to you when you were younger. Grow up and take some responsiblity. Oh yeah, nobody in this country wants to take responsibility anymore. Guess i'll have to date foreign women.
Re:the trust problem and the future Schawdae: I know that it is hard BUT you have to trust again!! Not right away but eventually that is something that you are going to have to do. When you feel strong enough to do it that is. My mother (a very wise woman) once told me that if you dont open your heart up and fully trust again you may never know what passes you by. It could be the person you have searched for your entire life. Please consider this!
