The last 3 days Assurbanipal: Hi,
I have a deal. I will only post my own subjects – only on ‘Vent-o-Board’- after giving support to someone here on Ojar – validation for not having/wanting the perspective of a divorce on my horizon. I have done it today, so here goes. Bear in mind that this is one sided view of things. I will only describe what has happened these last three days. The 1st of it we had morning sex, something that does not happen often enough, but it was the end of a three month without. It was unprotected and only after I was aware that my SO wasn’t on the pill, so I bought the ‘Day After Pill’, which forces menstruation and also a very bad mood on my SO. But the 1st and 2nd days were good, no fights- sex can be a bonding/communication in itself, at least to me. Now yesterday my SO does a new dish for supper and it wasn’t that great and her bad mood surfaces while we watch TV and a girl comes singing and she just goes like, ‘You know hot girls love hot boys’ and with this she means that, has she is hotter than me – always present in our relationship, in these type of remarks – and with this she hurts me beyond believe she completely blows me to anger feelings, which must be repressed cause we have a little girl, 3 years old, that witnesses all this. Okay I just kept silence and tried not very successful to keep the blow to the Ego within, I did answer that it was not fair to hear that kind of stuff from my SO. I still hugged her to sleep, but I know that the kisses we will be trading in the New Years Eve will be charged with different feelings from the ones I had before she said that. Thank you for bearing with me, and please comment, especially if you think I am whinnying!
