This Is My Resolution kthies: Time scatters past 4am in my mind
on this lonely January first
the clock says sleep but I'm not so inclined.
Before I do, I want to leave you behind
and predict last years pain will be reversed.
I want hope to bleed from me
and I don't want to sit here alone.
I want to erase your memory
and forget all that I've known.
I want to smile again
and see someone smile back.
I will be happy then
and not feel like like I have to attack.
I want to stare into someones eyes
and know what she's thinking.
I want to feel life within me rise
and stop this slow sinking.
I want to feel a warm and tender touch
that's not cold and non-existent.
I don't think this wish is too much.
I promise to seek this with persistance.
I want to taste sweet and soft lips.
I want to light up a face.
Upon my heart you're loosing your grip
and you will soon be replaced.
I want to hear joy in another voice
as she responds to me
and stays by my side by choice,
upholding her vow for eternity.
These will be the oaths I keep.
This will be my evolution.
These are the rewards I will reap
and this is my resolution.
Re:This Is My Resolution neversure: Very nicely written. I too hope this year brings life back to my heart, and heart back into my life.