What do i do now.A question that I cant answer! lvaughn24: Its been 3 months and 2 days since youve left. You broke up with the other woman but you still talk to her and talk to me about her. I want to trust you because I do love you. You want to come back in my life but there are things that keep me from allowing you to do this.
1. I wake up now and you are not on my mind
2. I am ok I dont cry and dont really miss you anymore
3.Getting over you and the pain I felt when you walked away was unbearable, and I dont want to feel that pain and hurt again.
4. I dont know if I can ever trust you again.
5. In some ways my life is happier without you in it.
So what do I do with these feelings and thoughts? I dont know either. All I know is that I do still love you, but I dont think that is enough to give you all of me and get close to you again.Im confused worried and very reserved about putting myself in the position to be hurt by you again. I know you will never read this but if you stumble onto this site, and happen to see this at least you will know that whatever decision I make will be a well thought out decision.
