Someone help me please 1973kendoll: Hello, its 11.30 on Friday night and my anxiety and emotionall state is kicking into Hi gear. Besides smoking 2 packs of ciggerettes today, breaking out in hives, and selling the rest of my exstensive Barbie collection (which were for future investment purposess) to get a car hopefully in the next month), Im starting to miss everything my ex provided (or should I everything his mommy and daddy provided because he was such a mommas boy. I still love him; its just not working for me and my heart. We agreed to be friends, but I think hes with someone else because he has not called me in like 5 days. I miss his scent and the sex, I miss his mothers bad cooking, and I even miss his 5 spoiled kids. I am hurting so much. Ive gone through this shit twice now (with a previous lover)I am getting bitter about life and relationships; my mind has been racing about everything I have to do and all, but I am so severly depressed. The high lite of my day was getting approved for an "assistance card" from welfare, and picking up a 12 pack of beer. I am so "f" up nside, and Im thinking hes probably having the time of his life, as usual. Please help me get through the night whoever, I need your support Please. I feel really bad.
James
Re:Someone help me please 1973kendoll: help me please, someone :'(
Re:Someone help me please Bubba: KD,
How can you want to be friends with a guy that is screwing you over? I looked back at some of your other posts before I responded, and the guy sounds like a dick who was treating you right, and now you going to let it get to you. Look, I got totally screwed over by a woman I was with for almost 12 years. But you know what? Sitting around constantly thinking about it makes it worse. Personally I just started working out harder. I went out with friends. Watched movies (no romantic ones!) anything to keep my mind off of things. You are only 32, same age as me I might add, and you got a lot of living to do. Yeah it sucks now, but look at this way, it can't get a whole lot worse. You know the best thing about being at the bottom? You have no place to go but up. You can't let this guy treat you like crap. You know I am sure there a lot other guys out there for you. Instead of thinking about what he may be doing, think about how hurt you. How he screwed you over. Doesn't that tick you off ? Perhaps he doesn't deserve your tears. Therefore, perhaps he doesn't deserve you. Try to keep your chin up, mate. I am sure there are a ton of guys out there for you.
Cheers,
Bubba
Re:Someone help me please Chase: Hey James,
(((((hugs)))))
I'm so sorry about how you're feeling, and I know there's probably nothing I can say that will help at the moment, but keep your head up and remember that things will get better.
I'll be thinking of you.
Chase
Re:Someone help me please 1973kendoll: Im just so pissed at myself because I keep winding up wih nothing!! I give everything to my lovers and I always wind up with nothing in the end. I want a forever relationship. Im 32 and a waiter, I dont have any ambition (well I do, but its hard to stay focussed because of living in this deadened blue collar town with nothinging) What I thought was going to take me less than a month to get over is now going to take me 3 months more.
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